3:07 am

haaahhh malem berganti malem, sperti biasa gw cuma bisa duduk ngelongo di depan temen-deket-gw-saat ini (baca : laptop) yup, temen deket yg gw "beli" akhir taun 2007.. tanpa doi, ga tau d gmana gw laluin idup gw slama ini.. haaahhh absud, yup.. itulah yg gw pikirin skg.. knapa idup gw skarang tlalu absurd y? terlalu absurd untuk kesepian gw n terlalu absurd buat duit.. yup, duit.. gw diskolain dari tk-kuliah(yg brenti tengah jalan jg seh) buat apa? ujung2nya cuma nyari duit.. that's it... well, maybe lo bisa bilang dengan skola, ga cuma UUD (ujung2nya duit) doank, tapi wawasan lo bisa dibuka lebar2.. well, gw cukup stuju ma statement itu.. tapi apa gunanya buku2 di gramedia n toko buku laennya yg bisa gratis (tapi diem2) gw baca klo gw mesti cape2 ke skul? haahh ternyata pemikiran gw jg dah absurd... gw jadi mikir, apa yg terjadi y klo misalkan yg namanya duit itu ga ada/ ga pernah ada? apa yg bisa nggantiin alat tukar tanda jasa? knapa tiap orang berambisi nimbun tuh yg namanya duit sebanyak2nya? seolah2 tanpa duit, idup lo ga bernilai... pathetic..

n gw kesini (US) jg semata - mata cuma buat nyari.... duit! ngorbanin masa kuliah yg dah 1/2 jalan, ngorbanin temen2 n kluarga gw, ngorbanin idup gw di indo, n ngorbanin hub yg terpaksa gw jalanin ma cw gw secara LDR.. ohh God, cuma demi nominal yg ga da abisnya itu, gw mesti ngorbanin hampir smua aspek yg ada di hidup gw.... ampe kapan gw gini? 1 taun? 3 taun? 5 taun? 1 dasawarsa? please, don't make me addicted to money.... ampe kapan gw lari di lingkaran yg makin lama makin terasa jemu? ampe kapan...... ahh, forget it...

lonelyyyyy i am lonelyyyy

yoo wuzzup peopaaa!!!

hahha how's ya doin? well, sorry for the long-hiatus-blogging from me (actually that's just an alibi bcoz i am too lazy to write a blog, prefer to play my seal online huahaha)

mannn i am boooooorrrreeeeeedddd.. i am sooo bored, i miss my fams and my friend in indo :'( especially my luv ofcourse

dang, it's almost 1 and a half years i'm here but all i feel is loneliness sigh... the only one that keep me on is my laptop and internet.. how pathetic.. but, well,
i just tryin to enjoy my self.. dangg i wanna get out of this time as soon as possible >.<

Pertamaaaxxxx

hi guys, this is my 1st blog... hmm, lemme introduce my self... my name's Danny, yeah my full name Suwandhani Lim (it's supposed to be Lim Suwandhani, but i like to change it into Suwandhani Lim so i have 'Lim' as my last name regarding my chinese blood) my nickname is Bruank, about how do they call me that... no comment :P i was born in Indonesia, and grew up in there too, but rite now i live in US trying to dig a little bit gold hahahah.. I know this blog from some of my friend that already have an account before.

well, honestly, i have a lot of things to say but i didn't have a good-skilled writing, so please help me about correcting if i do something wrong, okay?

about the language, i will use either indonesian or english. but maybe i often using english to improve my vocab (gosh, almost 1 year living here but my english is as bad as always.. i have to stop my broken-english-language)

okay, c ya in my another post..